DIARY OF A DREAMER

With the perfect moment of no one being around in the house I rushed to my room and started to treasure hunt for a saree. During that time many things flashed through my head. I was reliving each moment spent through out these 23 years of life. But little did I know that a year would change my perspective towards living. “Ahhh, it’s there”, I gasped With my heart racing faster and faster every second I finally gathered the courage to tie it up to the fan. At that very moment starring at myself in the mirror I couldn’t believe what my eyes saw THE GIRL The girl who made her parents laugh when she had her first cry The girl who at the age of 4 gave her first speech infront of her entire school The girl who at the age of 7 would fight with the world to sit at the front in the class The girl who at the age of 10 had her first cycle to go alone to school The girl who at the age of 12 went to a boarding school leaving her family behind The girl who at the age of 15 was so adamant a...

I woke up in the morning. I saw few people crying out louder, four people in each corner carrying a body which is covered with thin layer of white sheet, then suddenly I could see my family crying in a corner, I went running towards them even though I was in pain from past few days. I asked my mom what happened but she gave me no reply, I asked every person over there to tell me want happened but no one replied to me. All I thought at that moment is to just hug and console her. I rushed towards my mom I hugged her but she couldn't feel me, I hugged her again and again and again but I failed in diverting her attention towards me. Then I saw myself on a wall with garland and I was flying higher where no one can reach me. These words which i wrote to my mom on Mothers day ran across my mind at that moment  When I was in your womb, I hit you harder and harder, Even though you made me see this world, You never saw me but you loved me more than anyone does, I was just like...

A students' life is the best part of our life. That's the only phase where everyone will have a zeal to learn anything and everything. I came to know how important it is after my friend shared an incident with me. As I am into journalism things were not as normal as they are for me.     My friend was briefing me the situation " People were rushing here and there, the ambulance siren, questions from media and the police were interrogating the people who were present nearby. One reporter told " The body found today is identified as Mr. Vishwas, 4th year biotechnology from Hyderabad". Police kept barricade gates with no entry sign boards in the area and drew a white line tracing the body on floor. Days passed the investigation was still in the process to check whether its a suicide or murder. Finally they made a media statement that, due to the pressure of education the student committed suicide. LATER THAT CONVERSATION WITH MY FRIEND Early in the mor...